Because the truth was, despite it all, I loved him – and that love was not. She feels pressured by his initiation, so she begins to avoid him or have me satisfy him every time we see each other, and I have. Fate tell me it's right, is this love at first sight. But I am sure He always wants it. Telling him to want to do, ask him his name, this lonely boy in the mood, I'm not sure I want out of sync.